
I've been sick, not hospitalized, but heavily medicated, and for someone who loathes taking pills, the past month has been a trial. I am still functioning, but between work and Starfish, I haven't been in the mood for much else. It all started with one sharp pain in my side while lifting a sofa... yes, lifting it.... and things have snowballed into an avalanche of diagnoses and tests, and pills, and nausea.... and I'm reminded again how fragile our bodies can be- and just how important it is to "take good care".
There have been some "good" outfits too! ( you guys would love my snuggie-vicks- buckleys - snotty tissue outfit of January 1st 2012.) My plans for a night spent wearing a long red dress were thwarted and replaced with me, on a beanbag, under a comforter, watching the fireworks across the island. It wasn't so bad- a few good friends dropped by to ring in the new year with me, and I still scored the best first kiss of 2012. Not a complete loss.
It was, however, decidedly unglamorous. On the upside, LIFE has been teaching me a lot.
I tried to do my first post while I was bedridden, but my brand spanking new MACbook pro would not co-operate.
Lesson 1 : "Never let a computer know you're in a hurry".
I thought I was over the flu and could go back to concentrating on my second ailment, when I was told that things were even more complicated, and I had more pills to swallow.
Lesson 2: "Diamonds are formed under pressure. This won't be easy"
There have been a few notable outfits in the past 9 days- but sometimes my hair did not co-operate... and I just can't start off this new year of posts looking like a madwoman. As soon as my body recovers from ... everything... I will do a few full outfit posts. From today, I will show you guys some of the new shoes I scored this Christmas.
At the very least I can keep the momentum going, and share some of the things I've been liking lately.
And now, for the point of this post:
This morning when I was driving to work, I called a friend, who shall remain nameless, to complain about my health, and a slight that I had recently been told about- I was offended- and wanted to rant. (I specialize in righteous indignation) LOL. While dialing her number, another friend of mine called me to tell me that his father had died.
And that became Lesson 3 of 2012: "Life is fleeting, my loves. Lest we forget, we are here but for a time."
Lord, remind me how brief my time on earth will be. Remind me that my days are numbered - how fleeting my life is. You have made my life no longer than the width of my hand. My entire lifetime is just a moment to you; at best, each of us is a breath. We are merely moving shadows, and all our busy rushing ends in nothing. We heap up wealth, not knowing who will spend it. And so, Lord, where do I put my hope? My only hope is in you.
Psalm 39 v4-7
So that's my first post of 2012- no resolutions, no outfit pics, no links to youtube. Just a short reminder of how quickly it all goes by. The one thing we have, everyday- and waste, everyday... is TIME.
luv ya lots
"b-thankful for LIFE"